Bye bye 25. Best year of My life so far. I have a feeling it’ll keep getting better.
I get lonely too. Don’t assume I don’t, now that life is different. You probably dont even know me anymore as it is. I occupy and fill up my time with school, i work every day, all while raising a child, trying to maintain a happy relationship with my significant other, keep up with studies, prepare for the future, etc. there are those very few nights I lay my head down on my pillow and can’t sleep and feel an empty hole in my heart that I used to temporarily fill the void by making foolish choices with foolish people and i suddenly sink into despair and dwell on the past and in that very moment it’s like my mind goes back into time. For that very moment I feel how I used to feel and could potentially go back to the way I used to be. Then I snap back to reality and realize I’d rather feel lonely a few minutes a day and not give a fuck that people I thought were friends no longer talk to me and you know what? If I was my old self I wouldn’t talk to me either because I’m better then I used to be. Oh yeah, and I’m going to be 26 next week.
I like this 1 of us.
Can’t wait to see this movie. We all want some sense of escapism…